Sometimes I'm so exhausted of this whole existence thinggy. It's totally exasperating. There are times I just want to be away from everything, and bring those who matters with me - people who don't judge me for the things I do, those who don't make me feel burdened, people I don't need to impress, basically human beings who make me better, fill my days with happy feelings, who love me for who I really am.
Idk what's making me feeling so ugh now I swear :( unable perform my prayers and that makes it so asdfghjklqwertyuiopzxcvbnm. Can I just cry now and go like 'wtf I'm done'?
I mean I totally could but I won't. I know I'm strong enough. Now chin up Miss Sianturi, pretty days are ahead.