I forgot

I don't know what to feel. I'm neither sad, happy nor angry. It's like I'm too exhausted to even give a reaction. My throat isn't any better, neither is my nose. Ridiculous much but it's really really dry and I can't even wiggle it. My gums are beginning to feel all sore cause I forgot to take the medicine.

My wishlist (currently):

1. to have a humongous cup of yogurt ice-cream

Just that please. The thought of it makes me feel so much better. I just want to enjoy that one cup of pure happiness and forget the world for a minute or two.

Is this how it feels like - not knowing what to feel at all? 
I'm surprised I can actually feel this way.